All my friends are getting pregnant

Kathryn
Am I a jerk for being overly emotional that all of my friends are conceiving without trying and not wanting to be pregnant?!  My friend called me the other day to tell me she had to test I talked her through it and she said they were both positive.  Yesterday she calls to say her boyfriend didn't want the baby and was leaving her, so she is probably getting an abortion.  I cried my eyes out because I have been trying for baby #2 for 10 years almost and that pregnancy ended with me having my son 3 months early.  I have never experienced the big pregnant belly or anything.  I just feel so upset my friends aren't more sympathetic but am I over reacting?!