feeling depressed

I've commented up her before & ive gotten positive feedback. But I'm feeling depressed. I've been having irregular periods my doctor just put me on clomid hopefully it works. But my DH doesn't seem interested at time in doing it because he is a marine & some days he works all day on base & then his parents don't help by adding in their two cents. I just don't know what to do anymore he lets them treat him like crap but he respects them & don't say anything they have even disrespected me several times I'm at the point I want to have a child but some days I just want to give up & go back home with my mom for a few. This past April I was getting phone calls & text messages from people congratulating me on a child that I didn't have. I thought my husband was doing a prank on me but I knew he wouldn't stoop that low. To find out it was his mom. I broke down crying to the point I started to hyperventilate. I've had a miscarriage in the past & I blamed my self because of medicine I was taking. Idk what to do I just feel like walking away from the relationship he doesn't speak up for me at all.