Miscarriage sucks

Well my husband and I just went to our first appointment for our baby bean yesterday. We were so excited to see another perfect little human we created. When it was time for our ultrasound the nurse had trouble finding the baby. I went pee (she said that might help) but when I came back in the room our doctor was also in there. That was strange to me. We had to do an intravaginal ultrasound to see the baby better. They had the monitor slightly turned away from us and they were just staring at the screen clicking around and taking measurements. After what seemed like hours (it was probably just a couple minutes), our doctor looked at me with sad eyes and said our baby didn't have a heartbeat and that we were unfortunately going to have a miscarriage. My heart shattered. Even though I was 10 weeks along our little baby was only measuring at 6. A whole month inside of me without a heartbeat and I didn't even know? As a mother I feel like I should have known something was wrong. This is a terrible feeling. My heart is sad and I just feel empty. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. Scheduled my D&C for Friday. Prayers for my family would be much appreciated. God bless. ☹️❤️