My mother made me sick!! 😷

My mother told me not too long ago that because my dad is so wrapped up in porn and sex that she thinks he molested me as a child. When I was young I did find magazines and find very awful things because of my father and it scared me. I guess I have always kind of been obsessed with sex too. I would touch myself a lot and did some pretty awful things because I had no idea what I was doing, I just knew it felt good. That all changed because I was disgusted with myself. But because I would stuff like that she told me she thinks my dad did things to me that I don't remember. I highly doubt my dad would ever do that! My mother and father despise each other. My mother is also known to make up crazy awful things like that. I don't believe her, but I'm completely taken a back that she tried to convince me of this!!