ended at 9 weeks, ectopic 😔😢

On Wednesday night after the Gsw and Cleveland game I ran to the bathroom, I thought I had to pee. I was having the worlds worse contractions...making this story shorter, o threw up everything in me...I couldn't move my stomach was in a knot and I was literally on fire. I started throwing up blood and passing out. My sister called 911 and the paramedics came n got me. I passed out more and they said I was even having seizures. Got to the hospital and the doctor said I had to have an emergency surgery, my baby 9 weeks along was in my tube. Never made it to my uterus, my tube ruptured and I was bleeding on the inside. I was cold, my skin turned blue my blood pressure was super low and my blood sugar was seriously high, I had a fever of 102 and my heart rate was 160. I was dieing. I'm so thankful that it wasn't worse, but after 2 years of ttc I'm so devastated about this. I was so happy to be expecting again. I had to get my right tube removed as it was unrepairable. I'm so sad. But thankful I'm still here. I have a 7 year old and she has been like my little doctor telling me that everything is going to be ok.