Feeling Sad & Alone

Jessica • I have two daughters (aged 6 ☀️ and 2.5 🌈) and a newborn son that arrived on 11/12 💙 with my awesome hubby for 21 years. Missed miscarriage in 2015. 😔
I'm so sad that I lost my baby and my hubby seems to be very "get over it" like. Don't get me wrong he is my rock and is there to support me but I feel like I'm the only one grieving. He wants to move forward and I am an emotional wreck. I've been crying on and off every day since we found out 4 days ago. I'm trying to be strong for my daughter who is 2 and half...but I'm having a really hard time with all of this. Other family members are sad about it but aren't really offering any words of encouragement or seem very "no big deal" and "try for another one". I don't want a pity party or anything. I just want to allowed to grieve. I never thought I'd feel like this after a miscarriage. It is so physically and emotionally draining. I want some sense of normalcy again, but I'm feel so depressed and hopeless. I'm almost afraid to TTC. I don't want to go through this ever again.