Aunt flow has arrived 😭

Started clomid after 4 years TTC felt like it was finally our turn. I'm under investigations for endometriosis but my consultant said to try and get me pregnant first. The pain I get is excruciating and take enough painkillers to wipe out a horse every month. I was so happy to be on clomid and finally become pregnant and not to have pain.

Aunt flow arrived properly yesterday......

I've been spotting for a couple of days but was praying it was implantation bleeding. Obviously not....I'm absolutely heartbroken. Myself and my husband want a baby more than anything in this entire world. I've never been pregnant before and real feel that it should be my time.

I hate it when I see people who don't deserve children having the best gift ever! People that take their ability to have children easily for granted. I'm on a hen weekend as well this weekend trying to put on a brave face but just feel like I'm dying inside.

I would give up everything for me and my husband to have a family. Surely it's our time soon, I can't take feeling like this anymore......