I'm 16, live with my single mom, my dad lives up north and has his own family but here with my mom we used to be really close, and we'd talk about a lot together. Now since Mother's Day she's been the teenager leaving me at home till 5 in the morning finally getting back. I want her to have a life but I just have a problem with sex, I just I have A problem with guys and sex it's just it bothers me a lot with my mom. I'm uncomfortable with the fact that she may or may not be I just don't like it. 1 more year I go to college and will be out of her life but she's barely home lately and never wants to spend time with me unless it's when she wants and I'm really hurt.  I just how can I get over the fact about her having sex it's really annoying me I know don't tell me to grow up because I know I just maybe it's the fact that she could forget about me like my dad did and have other kids and I'm nothing anymore. I just don't wanna be pushed aside over and over again and mean nothing to anyone. All she sais though when I do talk to her is well when I'm out you should be asleep. Really ugh and   I know this is confusing but I'm really upset about a lot and needed to rant. I know there's questions in here somewhere I just hope they get answered. And please no hate I'm already screwed up enough.  Thanks