vent about "all natural" moms making me feel horrible

I give props to moms that to the all natural way. I really do. I wish I could. I'm not allowed to go into labor by myself because I'm on blood thinners and the doctor needs to be able to control when my last dose is so I don't bleed to death during birth. I want an epidural. And although I'm so proud of mamas that do it all themselves I'm so hurt by them telling me "you don't need medication to birth your baby" and "he will come when he wants". And almost shaming me because I want an epidural. It's really rude. Like I said this is in no way ripping on mamas that want to have an all natural birth. Im just saying please don't make us other mommas feel bad because that's not how we want to deliver our babies.