Please someone

Just tell me it's ok. I've been trying for so long to have a baby. I had a chemical last year and I'm pretty sure I'm having another one as I had three faint lines and then three negatives today. What is wrong with me? Why am I broken? Why can't I get pregnant? I just feel so raw and broken. I want to scream and cry. Why is this happening to me? We we so happy and excited yesterday and it's all for nothing. My heart is so broken. I feel so stupid for getting excited. I'm so hurt. Why? Why me? What kind of cruel joke is the universe playing on me?