Heartbroken

Life can be so cruel sometimes... we have been ttc for 7 months now and every period brings so much sadness and pain.. And when you hear that someone who doesn't care for there own child and is a drug addict.. is now pregnant again it breaks your soul... how can someone who blatantly does not care about children be blessed with a child and someone who's only thought is to have a baby and who would be a damn good mother continues to not conceive... I'm angry and hurt and extremely broken