Cervix

My cervix is very high (all if my middle finger goes in pulse a bit more over my top nuckle) it feels closed and it's soft. I'm having whitish creamy cm not a whole bunch but it's there. And I had blood when I wiped 3 days ago only when I used the bathroom twice but each wipe (Maybe 10 wipes) had very little blood. I had light cramping as well 3 days ago. I don't want to test yet and give my hopes ups. Af is due in 4ish days.