I need to cum

Me and this guy been on and off. We recently fuck and it was good asf. I was suppose to be mad at him but my pussy was telling other wise and it won. Now that I receive the dick I want more but I can't get more because someone in his family died and I understand that. But he started ignoring me. I tried to be a "good girlfriend material " and be there for him but he just pushed me away. My pussy is craving him! Playing with myself isn't the same someone help me