12 years trying and still have hope!

We have e been trying to have a baby for 12 years now. I've given up so many times. Given in, felt like dying, felt like a failure a bc a million over things. I have even taken birth control to get a mental break from the disappointment month after month.

But somehow hope keeps creeping back in. I know that God is real, and I will be a mother of children soon. To all the other women who have been waiting a long time, cheer up. As long as we are alive there's hope 🌻🌻🌻