hurting and missing him

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I'm so frustrated and hurt that my boyfriend and I haven't talked yet. His father doesn't want us together, and honestly, he should be happy I forgave my boyfriend for what happened in the past. We still want to be together, and we still are together so this distance thing isn't going to work. We want to be married and obviously it's not up to the parent, it's up to US. it's our lives, our relationship, our future. His dad needs to accept it. and I sit here these past 6 days and wonder if my boyfriend is missing me like i'm missing him 😔 it's been so hard and it hurts my heart like hell to not be able to talk to my baby 😭