Csection questions

So how does the whole c section recovery go ? I know every hospital is alittle different but as soon as they take the baby out of me do they clean them off and then let me hold them ? Or is the baby and dad moved to another area ? I have the biggest fear of someone else getting to hold my baby before me. I'm my case babies. Well besides my hunny idc if he holds them. After I'm all cleaned up and put back together do I go to a recovery room or back to a regular labor and delivery room ? Do I get to hold the babies then ? Can I eat lol can I breast feed ? Sorry for so many questions. I'm just nervous more than likely I'll be having a csection unless both babies are head down.