Discouraged But Hoping. (long post)

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I'm still new to Glow considering that I don't really go on it other than to update my log but I've been reading so many posts about all these different outcomes from all these different women and it gives me hope of conceiving my first baby. I'm 20 years old (21 on June 29th) and my boyfriend is 23, we've been TTC for about a month and 2 weeks now. I've gone through 2 cycles and currently on my 3rd one. I got Nexplanon removed 4/28/17 and have only taken one pregnancy test that obviously came out negative. I know it's still very early to conceive considering the factors involved but how do you ladies stay so motivated and positive about continuing on this journey and this goal of having your own precious baby when all you keep getting is your period and negatives? I know eventually when I'm pregnant, I'll be over the moon happy but it's just getting there that's becoming difficult for me.