Riding Him TIPS!!

Hey! I'm 18 and with this guy I really really like and he's so hot when he's on top and I want to feel hot too when I'm on top of him but I just feel like I'm not good and I get nervous when I see him looking at me even if I know it's cause he's attracted to me. Do you guys have any tips on how to ride? Like should I just close my eyes? Do you have to go fast or is slow better or a combination? Don't worry about TMI😅