Venting..

Its been 2 years and I'm so sick and tired of ttc. I don't get super stressed out or anything, but I get fake symptoms sometimes and it makes me even more disappointed when I get my BFN. I'm 9-11 dpo today and I'm feeling light headed (which is probably dehydration) and somewhat tender breasts. I keep telling myself that this is the month, but I'm having a break down because it's probably not true. I've tried almost every natural way to conceive and nothing is helping! I'm also taking folate and prenatal vitamins but who knows if that's even helping.. I'm so discouraged and feel like a disappointment. 😔