Stressed

All I want to do is go to school. Unfortunately I messed myself up with financial aid by goofing off the previous semesters. Now that I'm ready Togo I can't. Don't have the money to. Ugh. If only I didn't have the $915 rent. Car not, car insurance, children to support and much more I could afford to. But that's life. Until the lord makes way for me to go. I'll just keep doing what I'm doing.