Waiting for the positive

How many of you have been just waiting for the positive sign on the pregnancy test? I have been waiting for almost two years now. I have seen friends and family have babies all around me. I know I should be happy for them but on the inside I am thinking to myself 'why can it not be that easy for me'? I linger to have the positive sign. I know that it will come when the time is right. I am ready, my husband is ready, we are ready.