F#cking annoyed

So our insurance is all screwed up and our pool is empty. So we are bow paying for every medical expense out of pocket. I have 2 appointments this month.. One tomorrow and one on the 28th. Tomorrows visit is literally a waste of $300. All they're going to do is ask how I feel, listen to the heartbeat for all of 2 Damn seconds and send me on my way. I tried calling to have them cancel tomorrow's and just go in on the 28th for the scan And the visit but the nurse said that would put 8 weeks between my last appointment and that one that's too long.. Needs to be every 4 weeks for the first 7 months.

We're up to our necks in medical bills as it is between all my prenatal visits and our 4 year old breaking her ankle last month.

We're going to be broke by the time this baby gets here in November. I'm so Damn aggravated. Meanwhile, my sister and my friend who live off the system, collect EBT and have 3 kids each haven't paid a fucking dime for any of their appointments and my sister had 3 water births in birthing centers that were all fucking free of cost to her.

If you have a good job and make good money, you get the shaft. If you're broke and live off the system you put porches on your trailer park model and go to Chuck e cheese every fucking day with your 3 kids.

I don't fucking get it.