No one to talk to!

Rose 🌹
Like a lot of families, my husband and I are keeping our TTC journey a secret until we have something to share with our friends and families. 
But, this means I have no one to talk to about my concerns, fears and symptoms!! 
I'm 2 days late now, was negative at 10dpo, now 13dpo. Hubby is a typical man and says "chill out, don't worry about it".....of course he's right to some extent but I want to talk!! 
My sister in law and cousins have all conceived immediately so it's even harder not being able to chat to them. 
I'm convinced I'm not pregnant this month but no sign of AF and all the cramping I had last week has stopped. Not sure when to test next or what to do? Don't want to get my hopes up and be disappointed but it's SO unlike me to have a late or irregular period. 
Anyone feel the same?