This month I'm not "trying."

I'm done tracking. Bye bye opk's, cm checks, TWW! 👋🏼 After having a miscarriage and then a chemical my first month trying afterwards I'm just done with the process. I'm putting faith in the fact that our 2nd baby will find it's way into my belly when the time is right without putting so much stress on it... So I'm enjoying my husband and our 2 year old daughter. I'm focusing on eating better and taking better care of myself. I cut my hair and dyed it. Since my miscarriage in March I've been suffering from depression. I'm now putting my energy into myself and my family rather than TTC. If I get pregnant this month or next- great! But if I don't I'm not going to shed anymore tears... I'm going to take my daughter to the park more often and go on hikes and read books. Things that I've been doing but probably not as often as I should. I'm not saying goodbye to Glow just saying goodbye to logging. I don't have anything against using every possible way to help get pregnant- hell its how I got pregnant with my daughter as well as the pregnancy I miscarried in March. However, it's this time around I'm just going to let it happen on it's own. I feel like all my energy has gone into TTC and now I'm going to put that energy into the life that I have here and now. So here's to taking care of myself!