I have posted before about having a miscarriage...im still having a hard time cant stop crying cant stop dreaming of the baby or babies that could of been with us...the whole telling our families thinking of names being excited of a mini me or mini him the baby bump the labour the birth first time setting eyes on my child...im fucking heartbreaking..its all just takin away from me just like that and all the doctors said was it happens its common..well it wasnt common for me. This was my first pregnancy with the love of my life and now im just so broken about this..i domt have anyone to talk to this is a small town theres councillers about they get uncomfortable talking about this i cant talk to friends cuz they all got pregnant no problems all have kids i have no one it feels like..