Discouraged

Ugh I'm so frigen tired of getting my period every month! It's so disappointing. It's been over 2 years. Maybe it's my weight I gained 30 lbs. only God knows. I'm trying to keep faith but this is very difficult. I have a teenager already from a previous relationship. im 39 ttc w my current husband. Sperm count low but not enuf to cause this much of an issue. 😔🔫 ivf too expensive and who has the time for the time it involved with having to work and take care of home. If I don't get prego this year. I think I'm gonna quit. My poor hubs wants a child of his own. We are trying but I'm really at my wits end here. 😣