First love 💘

We continue the bet for like a month. I started dating ray. Making him fall inlove with me. He was honestly so boring so I just decided to go to the website and talk to other guys. Well I was scrolling down the website and this guy cought my attention. His name on the profile was "immotliketheotherguys" funny right 😂

Well I click on the profile and wow he was honestly gorgeous like damm. I didn't message him or anything cuz I knew I didn't had a chance. But I did liked some of his pictures. A couple of minutes later I go a message from him. Let me tell y'all I was fucking happy. Like I couldn't believe it cuz he was fucking hot & I honestly didn't think I was all that compare to him but  he message me. We started talking everything was nice you know we talked for like 2 days on that app. Than I asked if he had kik. He said yes and I just told him to text me there. We talked none stop like It was just amazing having that person you talked to every day and night. From the moment you wake up to the moment you went to sleep. I remember at that time my ex cris  wanted to get back together and I stared to tell him. by the way  his name is Joseph. He was like "naw you're all mine" & I was like " yeah you are right all yours" 

And he said " for real 😳 " & I said "yes" so he was like "well that means we're dating now " & I said "well I guess we are " our date was 4/8/15 

Keep in mind he lived in a different state. And yes I was still dating ray so I was dating Jospeh and ray at the same time cuz I didn't think me and Joseph were going to be serious I mean come on we lived in different states. To me that wasn't a real relationship. Neither was the relationship I had with ray because I was just playing him. Anyways me and Joseph kept on talking and I started to catch feelings for him so I broke up with ray. And I was just keeping it 💯 with Joseph he was the only person I actually wanted to keep it 💯 and be loyal and just have a nice relationship with. A lot of people ask me why ? And the answer is idk he just had that spark. He gave me that spark that no one else ever did before. We just had something different you could say. My parents didn't know about him because he was 20 and I was 16 and lived in a different state. My parents are super strict Mexican parents so they would've never agree with that relationship. But I didn't care about the age nor the state and he didn't either. And we continue to date. You guys have  no idea how this guy name me feel. He made me soooooooo happy like honestly he has my comfort zone. Every time I had a day he would change that. He was my best friend...... 

Continue or naw ??