My heart is broken...

My sister found out she was pregnant almost a month ago ...I was/am extremely EXCITED. I bought test helped her suprise her husband all at the same time just feeling broken !! My family knows my journey and continues to try and encourage me but I just want to scream and cry ! I want to be alone and the lasssstttt thing I want to do is talk about my fertility or lack there of !! Nor do I want the unsolicited advice of my very very fertile siblings. I dont want anyone to feel sorry I just want to be left alonnnnee !! #venting