Miscarriage

So when I went to the Dr a few backs I was 6 weeks and everything look good but I was bleeding. The doctor didn't seem to alarm and told me to come back in June for a sonogram and ob appointment. Something told me today to take a pregnancy test and it came back negative. I would have been 9 weeks and 2 days. I don't go until the 26th of June. Could u imagine waiting until your 11 weeks to find out you miscarried. :(

How do u guys cope with this? My boyfriend got injured in Iraq so he was scared he could never give me a baby. Ahh what a heartbreaking moment just before father day.