Sharing the moment

Have you lost a baby?? If yes, wanna know what happened and how do you feel now? Lost my daughter at 32 weeks of pregnancy last year and still going through the process. This is the hardest thing ever I had to deal with. Don't know what happened really, she just stopped breathing. Sometimes I remember the day to the hospital when I gave birth to my angel baby and words isn't enough to describe how I feel. Still it makes me cry. The sadness of loosing her won't go away. Can't tell anyone about my baby because I just don't want to get any sympathy from people.