On July 2nd it will be 1 year to the day that I lost our first angel together but my 3rd angel baby. It is hard as this day comes closer and closer. It hurts all the time especially with a few of my co workers now pregnant and having to here them talk about it. Also having ovarian sist on my overies also makes having more kids hard and higher level of loss. So it hurts to know that I lost a precious angel so young at 6 weeks 5 days. I feel like I fails as a mother and as a women..... how do others deal with this because I know this year has bean hard......