ttc for 8 months.

I shouldn't think like this but I can't help it. Someone I know started trying for a baby. First month of trying.  They're pregnant. Wtf. I want to put them in the bin. 
What's with the super fertile woman. 
We've been dreaming of this baby for so long and everyone makes it look so easy. 
I feel like the depo has ruined my chances.