I'm done...

My husband and I have been together 7 years this December and married for 3. We've never really actually tried for a baby until about 2 years now with no success. I had a laparoscopy in Dec of 2016 to clear some blockage/adhesions(thankfully no endometriosis) and have had 2 Hsg one in April of 2016 and one in May of 2017. I've done the opk's and the clomid and I can finally admit that I'm done trying. I'm tired of the heartbreak every time I get AF. None of my friends will ever understand what I'm going through emotionally, especially when they are now pregnant and planning birthday parties for their kids. I've just lost hope.