After 2 years TTC, husband drops this bomb...

He doesn't want a child. After all of the tests and procedures, he says that America is too unstable of a place to raise kids and if we can't have a kid in another country to give that kid a better chance then he doesn't want a child. He is so sure that they will do drugs and work at a gas station instead of be successful he doesn't even want to try.

I am in so much pain right now, throughout all of this..tje money spent..the painful HSG procedure where he was there petting my hair and holding my hand... I am devastated..

He just walked out to go get some fresh air...and I hurt down to my core. I wanted to have a child with him believing we could do it anywhere, and he wants all the odds in his favor, finances, education, a fantastic country with no drugs or violence... I justthought we could do it...no matter where we were...