RANT. 😡

ryn
I don't know if I'm over reacting or what. But my boyfriend keeps going out with his friends to hang out, he don't ask me first. And yes he should because we have a 1 week old baby and he don't take into consideration that I get up every time through the night to feed and change our baby. ( which he's not done yet ) and maybe I'm exhausted and wanna sleep a bit and need his help. Then when he's here I have to change all the diapers. He won't just cause he got sh*t on one time. I have gotten pissed on idk how many times. Don't mean you quit. It's called being a parent. I don't mind to take care of the baby. But I need to rest and be petted and loved on too. I need to relax. Ugh. 
UPDATE: he left again almost 3 hours ago AND I'm sick now. Belly cramps that are TERRIBLE and BM issues. Ugh. But luckily his mom is off work and here to help me. But I want his help. He's the dad. Kms