My relationship has went down hill and feel like has hit rock bottom. My husband is an amazing dad but thats about it. He used to be such an amazing partner loving and affectionate. Now his drinking and friends come 1st. He blames me for everything that happens in life. I cant see to do anything right for him anymore and i feel like he no longer values me. I try to talk to him but he just gets mad and makes it seem like its all me. He will not accept he has a problem. Our 9 month old is desperately in love with her daddy and kills me but he really dosent see the damage he is doing to me. For years we were told we were an amazing couple now others even see the changes. Im trying to just stick it out having a 9 month old and being pregnant again but im falling apart. Idk how much more i can take. I dont want to leave him but he will not work with me or accept help or that he even has a problem. Im a stay at home mom with no where to go. (Last week i started looking for a job) im lost no family to go to but his. Im going numb from all the pain. Im desperate for advice.