We' been trying for 3years. I have had 2 miscarriages. Usually I'm the one to start sex... But lately I'm not in the mind frame. I want a baby. But I don't want to have to make my self do it just to do it. I don't want to fill bad when I want to table having a baby... And enjoy my merge. I feel bad for my angle baby's bec I haven't had a successful pregnancy yet... Dose this make scenes to any body???? But that is just the start of my thoughts... How do I let go of the guilt go and continue ttc in a healthy frame of mind.