I HATE PCOS

I am so frustrated with my PCOS
I rarely get my period, and when I do, it's FULL ON. However, I am so irregular I never know when it is coming. 
My husband and I are trying to conceive but I can't track anything or get symptoms because I have no idea when I ovulate or when to test. This sucks. 
I am known for having vvvvvfl and chemical pregnancies. 
This time I had brown discharge for 2 days then watery discharge then creamy a lot of it. Then yesterday I had a blood clot and light red blood in the morning. Then nothing. Today I have huge sore breasts. Idk what's going on