sexuality confusion 19 and in college

I dunno what I am. I get sexually aroused by lesbian porn and love the way women look but it also feels good when my boyfriend has sex with me. Never had an orgasm though... I want to experiment with women but I don't know how or where to start I live in Kentucky for Christ sake you know? Wish I had a bigger lgbtqa+  community. I want a real relationship where I have an intellectual and emotional connect as well as sexually satisfied. It doesn't seem like I'm asking much but I don't know I feel alone