how to tell my parents I don't want an abortion

I'm 16 and I'll be 17 in September I'm 8 weeks pregnant but I was just pregant in August of last year and I had an abortion well this time when I told my mom she basically did what she did before which was tell me I'm having an abortion I haven't told my father yet I know she can't force me to have an abortion but she did before emotionally she told me she would hate me if I didn't do it a big part of me wants to keep the baby but I feel like I can't love the baby fully because nobody will accept us she told me I have no motivation for life and that this baby will just make it worse but it's like everyday I fall deeper in love the baby's father did give me abortion money but I'm not sure if that's the route I want to take his parents don't know but his parents don't agree with abortion at all I'm just really scared to tell them I'm not sure what to do but I know if I'm gonna be with my mom I don't have time before she forces me to go