As a child growing up she liked to choose favorites and my brother of course was the favorite. I was chopped liver. Over the years I got paranoid particularly at night. I'm not making this up as I child I would make sure I would wake up before everyone else in the house to ensure my safety that went on for years. My fear was while I was asleep she would go downstairs grab a knife and stab the living shit out of me. I'm convinced she's bipolar. She's gotten worse especially with my father. She controls him like a robot almost. He has to discuss everything before he can take me out to do stuff. He bows down to her feet to her basically and she treats him like ass. Fucking bought her a massage table for Valentine's Day and flowers. I don't believe he even got a thank you after that🤦🏽‍♀️ yesterday I was convinced like purely convinced she has a demon living in her. I'm honestly surprised her eyes don't roll in the back of her head and she doesn't sound like darth vadar. He will smack, spit in my face, her eyes pierce through souls there green like a pericing green color. The worst part about it all is her acting like we're a great big family. Infront of her friends. Yes she has a horrible past just like me. But if you ask me I ain't close to a demon. I'm 18 years old and I need to run like omg I can't do this. Like I told my brother he needs to start putting his dishes in dishwasher and stop being a bum she threw a tantrum. He does nothing but sit on his ass and game and shove food in his face. I work for my mum sadly..... I do typically what's told of me. There's only so much you can take before your at your breaking point... sorry I just needed to rant