hubby says wait

Well I just started ovulating told hubby and he says 1. Not until the house of fixed 2. We should just have sex like everyone else and make a baby. My heart is so heavy with wanting a baby it's depressing because he's right especially about the house part. But I can't help what the heart wantsπŸ˜žπŸ˜”πŸ˜ͺ😒