I'm struggling keeping myself together due to my over active anxiety disorder. I'm always feeling over the top.. I need medication but I have no health coverage I understand everything and the ways to get it I have tried and failed. I'm happy and engaged with the love of my life. But my biggest hang up is knowing what pressure and stress I put on him from my random anxiety attacks. I straight up need a good female friend I can talk too all the time. I've grown and stumbled however I've lost friends.. just venting I suppose. Haha thanks everyone.