Fiance is being weird about a baby....

So my fiance and I have been together for almost a year ( a year on 7/9), so over the last few months he's made the following comments....

Feb~ "I'd be fine if your birth control failed"

March/April ~ "I'd be okay if you stopped taking your birth control."

June~ we were laying in bed and I was complaining about my lower belly being chubby and he lovingly looks at my chub belly touches it and says "What? Is my boy in there?" I nearly fell off my 🦄, I couldn't look at him I just laid there with my eyes close face to face and he asked 4xs "do you want to try?" I kept making excuses like "No, I'm too old." , he said "You're only 32.", I'm like "You already have two kids".

Then last weekend he was like "Why can't we have a kid?" "Just stop taking your birth control and tell me. I love you and I'm never leaving you, this is forever."

Then tonight he was like"I don't want anymore kids".

I wanted to cry...my heart sank...and I'm questioning being together any longer.

I don't know why I said no and was making lame excuses. I would love a baby with him, but now I'm just so confused.

What would you do?