Was I just a booty call ?

At the end of 7th grade I became friends with a really popular kid in my grade , soon enough we became best friends . During eighth grade we started hanging out more and going to the gym , at the time I had a boy friend but I had a huge crush on my best friend because he gave me more attention out side of school than my boyfriend did well one night at the pool in the gym he was throwing me around and then he stopped all of sudden and said "do you ever masturbate?" And I replied with "no , it's not my thing" and he said "well I've never felt inside a vagina, can I feel yours?" I was so red in the face and I decided to say yes because I really wanted him to like me so from that moment on it became a reoccurring event and sometimes he'd persuade me into giving him oral and I knew it was wrong of us because I had a boyfriend but I really like him and thought he was a cool guy so one night after he went home he texted me and said he liked me and I told him I liked him back well that was basically an invitation to start using me because that's what he did , he would be over at my house 24/7 and every time it would result in me giving him oral EVERY TIME , and at school he would barely acknowledge my presence . Sometimes I would barely hear from him then he would randomly hmu when his friends weren't there . Sometimes he'd invite me over to swim and it would just be us and some other guys , this one time I almost gave him my virginity but my mom called and said she was waiting out side (thank god) but he still told all his friends he took it and eventually his gf found out (yes he was using me while he had a gf) eventually he invited me camping over the summer and every night I'd be in his tent giving him oral and the next day he'd barely chill with me ( I would always chill with his twin bro) after that trip my ex created a lie and told my mom that I had sex with my best friend and she asked if it was true (it wasn't) so we decided to stop (btw we almost got caught 2 times) . He always swore that he loved me and cared about me but I never really felt it