So freaking done

I have went into premature labor 2x been dilated and now closed I have lost my plug 7x I am so over this pregnancy I want him here I was told today if he doesn't flip and come on his own I will have to have a c-section which is really bad because I am anemic omg I am so done the doctor recommended a lot of walking I'm so tired 3 weeks until I'm induced or have a c-section