Why I miss my period! 🙁

I just want to go back to my period everyone complains and complains and I understand. BUT I was on birth control for 3 months after the first month I started spotting and it's been about 3 months and I'm still bleeding even though I am now off of it. Besides the fact that soon I'll be moving in with my now husband just as soon as we get our house which is 2/3 weeks and I wanted to be sexy and dress up in a white lingerine (obviously that's not going to happen). Appreciate how normal periods can be amazing.