infant with epilepsy

I'm curious if there are any other mommies who are battling with their infant having epilepsy and seizures? How do you cope? Do you have moments where you break down at times. Our baby girl will be 9 months on the 7th she's been diagnosed with epilepsy since she was 4 months. Have/did your child have any delays as far as their miles stones such as, "crawling, rolling over, sitting up unsupported"?