not for me

kasey
Say what you want - being a stay at home mom is definitely not for me. 
It's been almost two years and I have become the biggest bitch of all times. Never happy anymore. 
Don't get me wrong, I love my children very much (ages 7, 18 months and 5 months) and enjoy seeing every milestone - but I can't stand. Ring home everyday - hubby works long hours. I'm never able to give one individualized attention so one of them are always upset. 
I can't ever get anything done around the house- my house looks like a tornado went through it every day. Piles of laundry everywhere both dirty/clean. 
I do not dare try to take all the kids out by myself.. 
I'm totally failing at this - it's starting to shine through as well. 
I've never been so unhappy. 
Yay 5 more years of being home!