I miscarried on May 17th.

It was very early, we had only known for 4 days and I was 5 weeks on the day I miscarried.

But both periods since, it's amazing how 'pregnant' I tell myself I feel and how 'not pregnant' at the same time. Like my boobs hurt and something feels off so suddenly I'm all 'I'm pregnant again, I was before, I know what this feels like' then I get all 'I'm being silly, this is pre-period normals, I feel 100% not pregnant'

Mind games are a mess.

So much love to everyone on this page